A truly creepy and freaky darling....

Okay, the dream about the boy...his name is Jesse and I had this dream during the school year before my bestie left school...I asked her to interpet it for me and she was really good about it...I can recall it but only bits of it, so maybe I should have to re-analyse the dream again...

but here it is...

I'm at the rec hall with the boys and my friends, RE, Timmay, Jonafin and some of the guys...we are playing basketball and Jesse walks in...I invite him to play some ball with us and he does...we run up the court and get tired...so we decide to get back to the hall for the night...

As we walk out the back door, I see an old love of mine walk up to us and I wonder why he is here...he starts to yell at me and then at Jesse...He asks me what I'm doing with him and who he is...

I tell my old love that I look out for him and to leave us alone...and I ask him why are you here???

He doesn't listen to me and he keeps going after Jesse and he starts to fight him...so I go over and try to pull love and Jesse apart and Jesse lands on the ground...

By this time, I'm so mad, I start to fight with my old love and I'm winning, my friends around me are trying to get me to stop and finally Jesse comes up behind me and pulls me away as I'm going to hit my love in the face...I'm sitting on him and he gets up after Jesse removes me...I'm knocked to the ground by Jesse and I look up at them both...

Jesse turns to look at my old love and then back to me...his eyes are blazing blue flames...I gasp and I see a puddle at the corner of my eye, so I look and my eyes are blazing blue flame as well...I look up to Jesse and he has my old love 5 inches off the ground holding him by the neck...he is choking him and I get up and try to get Jesse to put him down...Jesse just looks at me and says, "why?" "he doesn't love you, nobody loves you like I do..." And he continues to choke my old love...


So I start to fight Jesse and he lets go of my love and starts to pull me towards a house off campus...I yell at my friends to take my love back and get him fixed up so all three of them grab him and start to haul him away...

At this point, I'm kicking and scratching and biting and doing what I can to try to get loose, but Jesse hangs on to me and so I start to cry out for help...I see RE and Jonafin hand over my love to Timmay and they start heading back to the hall...they are running after me and Jesse...

Jesse pulls me into this house and pulls me up the stairs...I'm still trying to get away...he lifts me to his height and holds me up by the chin...he says "They don't love you like I do...no one does...you will see, I will show you..." I hear the door open and I can hear Jonafin and RE call my name and they start to head up the stairs...I look at Jesse and this big grin comes up onto face and he says " i will show you..." and he throws me down to the floor and I can't move...

He heads down the stairs and for while I can't see...but I can hear...I hear yelling and screaming...and loud thuds, bangs and crashes...I can lift my head up and see finally, but only on the stairs...I see Jesse throw Jonafin off the stairs and I hear RE scream...I hear Jesse laugh and I try to look as he throws RE down and I can't see anymore, there is a banister in my way...so I try to crawl and I hear her scream a loud blood curling shriek and I hear a sickening snap and crunch...then a loud dull thud...I finally make my way over the banister and look down...

RE is laying at the foot of the stairs and he head is on the first step but its at a grotesque unnatural angle...I know she is dead...I see Jonafin crawling to the door and pulling it open...he looks back and starts to cry for RE and he calls her name...I scream at Jesse to stop...please stop...and he looks up at me and grins...he comes up to the landing and picks me up...I can't fight against him...

He takes me to a room and pushes me on a bed...I try to sit up but I can't...and he starts to take his shirt off and he wipes his face off of all the blood...I keep asking him to not hurt my friends...and he just smiles at me...I can hear Jonafin still crying and calling RE's name...she doesn't answer and when I start to cry, Jesse comes over and lays down on me...he kisses me and says " I'll be right back..." and he gets up and goes out and down the stairs...I can hear Jonafin screaming for help and I can hear the door being slammed...but its not being slammed against wood, its slamming against flesh...there is a low thud and I can hear Jonafin gurggling and making small noises...then I hear the door slam and a sick thud again with a squishy splattering sound...I know Jonafin is dead...I call out for both of them and not a sound...I start to cry and soon Jesse is standing in the door way...

He walks over to me and picks me up...fresh blood on his chest and face...its in his hair and he is a sweaty bloody mess...he grabs my cheeks and squeezes them together, holding me in place as he says, " See, I told you so...no one loves you like I do...if they did, they would still be alive..." and he starts to kiss me and I scream and beat him as much as I can...

I wake up then as I'm beating him up and screaming my head off...I did actually wake up screaming...lol...that was a weird dream...but RE told me that it could me that Jesse loves me, I am still in love with my past, my best friends are a threat to Jesse, and ultimately, Jesse wants to be with me and so do I , but there is too much standing in the way...she also said the blue flamey eyes are a kick back to my muse and his blue eyes...RE said that the way they are in the dream is because the reality is...I am in love with my muse and not Jesse...but he tries to be with me anyways at all costs...even if he has to kill my friends...so yeah...that was a scary dream with lots of meaning...lol...it scared the crap out of me...that's all I can say...and when my mom saw Jes, she said to be careful, he has that look in his eyes that if I should show him affection or I don't return it...he might go crazy on me...

GO FIGURE!!! lol....but anyways that is all..disturbing isn't it???

But Ta Ta, my freaky darlings, if I don't get on at home...


XOXOXO

TaSunke